Thursday, September 12, 2013
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
a day seared in memory. snapshot images. waking up, regular snap on the tv. A tower. Smoke pluming. An airplane crashed into the World Trade Center. Talking heads. Terrible accident. How could that happen? I awake and focus, not wanting to get out of bed, staring incredulously at the talking heads. What were they saying? And then I see another plane. Trajectory, the same. I sit up. What is this? I push myself from bed, quickly dress, listening to the blah blah blah no news repeating what is obvious, providing no new information. I one foot two foot race race down the stairs and switch on the big screen tv as if the news will be bigger, more clear, more accurate. A knock on the door. My daughter's friend enters and wonders at me staring at the tv. "Some idiots," I said, "have flown planes into the World Trade Center." We both stare. Driving to school I listen to the radio where little information flows. Talking, talking. At school we are told to not say anything. We give no information, but we talk every period. Children, all of us, need to feel safe. By the evening we know. Like some electric conduit we feel drawn to the fire station a few blocks from our house. An impromptu march, a gathering. Along the way we follow a man with a huge American flag. We stand at the fire station, now a large group of fifty or so, singing patriotic songs. Talking, connecting, caring. We sing and talk for hours. Cars honk as they pass. More people come raising their voices. Candles burn out, flashlights dim, and we stand to honor those who had fallen, those who we felt we knew as patriots. A moment of silence connect us there and across America. We vow not to forget. We carry the memories of the day in snapshots of the mind and heart. We do not forget.